It has been a few months since I posted to this blog. In that time, so many shiteous days have passed.
October 9th would have been my 10-year wedding anniversary...
November 8th would have been Patrick's 50th birthday...
Thanksgiving...Christmas...New Year's...
It is not so much the "big days" that get me down, as it is days like today. I am just sad today. There is no significance to the date, just a bad day. I am so lonely I ache, and I feel like I will absolutely jump out of my skin. I know someday I will feel better than I do today, but I wish someday would come sooner.
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